Completely and absolutely blessed.



And that, I am.

Everyone was ah-NNOYing today. and I mean everyone. So ridiculous. "What do I do with..." "Can you help me with..." Shit, well can I help myself for a second. Geeeezus. But that's what I get for being so nice. Right?

House Full of Toys Saturday!

2 more days left of this quarter and it's finally done. Can't wait. I want nothing more than to be at home at all day, in the rain, and watch movies. and Lakers of course. Just gotta get through these last three finals. Don't know how I even have time to be typing this. two finals tomorrow, 1 in about 8 hours and 17 mins, and the other in 14 hours and 47 mins. I haven't even begun studying for the later. OH WELL!I'm not worried about any of the finals left, but I just want it to be over. Then I only have one thing to worry about, which my mom wants to kill me for. oh well!!

These past two days have veeeeeeeerrrry interesting. Never have I had so many bombs dropped on me in two days. Kinda funny.

20 more days til Christmas!!!!!

and

Chloe Rose Guevarra, I can not see your blog :(

this womps.

Hope it doesn't have to come to this. It hurts.

In other aspects, I'm completely happy. :)

halloweeeeeen :)

This weekend was soooo fun. Everything about it. Nothing better than positive vibes all around with fun people. A lot of ish happened on the way to sb, definitely made me think it would be a horrible day, but thank goodness it wasn't. Costumes took forever to put together, but we got it done. And they were tight. Walked the streets of sb, came across haters, lovers, crazies, and every single thing in between. Beta house was chill. Ended the night with hours upon hours of espn news. And there's nothing better. Thanks to Julz, Breyana, Amanda, Danny, Paul, and Oscar! <3333

definitely one of my favorite couples.
And they're expecting their first child!!


Robin, I'll be seeing you live again soon. That's a promise

waiting waiting waiting.










I hate waiting.

joy

i've missed my booooooys <333

i'm baaaaack

back for now. for one reason. my man's birthday. gotta do it every year






















happy 23rd to him! <333

me: "it's drake's birthday today"
MP: "hope he gets the best he ever had"
me: "he will. we're meeting up tonight"

JB!

best show ever!
JB, I miss you. Come back to LA

oh

haven't blogged in a while, nothing to talk about. Irvine's basically my life. Julianne's basically my life. Jaimee's basically my life, but she decided to go across the country foreeeeevaaa. Nothing goes on. Except nightly video chats with aernalkj and nightly talks with ajfbaklerb and Julianne and I talking each other to sleep about animals or working out nightly. We work out 4 times a week. Some two a days. This better pay off! Demi was cute. blah blah blah, July 31st, August 1st, August 9th, August 12th, August 29th, August 30th, August 31st, September 21st, October 31st, November 26th, December 25th, December 31st COME FASTER!

I'M CHANGING.

best day

yesterday was defnitely the best day of my entire life. Who would have thought that two random girls, Jaimee and Doreen would get to be at Michael Jackson's memorial service? MICHAEL JACKSON! It's unbelievable still. We met this girl at the gas station after and she said "it all fells so unreal. I feel like we were just being extras on like a TV show or something" forsure. It was insane.

As soon as we woke up, we couldn't believe what we were actually getting ready for. We felt like everything was so fake. be we realized God really wanted us to be there. For some shady stuff to occur and for us to still win, crazy! We were shaking and sweating the whole time on the way there. "I'm not sure it was a good idea for me to drive". Seriously. We got to LA in no time, surprisingly. There was traffic in LA though. It was fun traffic at first, we bought some shirts while stuck in it, but after a while, not cool! We realized they said they would close the doors at 9:45 and it was like 9:35 and we had no clue where we were. Cuz of the road closures, we got effing lost! We didn't realize we had brains we could freakin use! We finally realized the Staples Center address was on the paper, and that 1111 would be on 11th street! So we parked, thought my car would get jacked, but whatevs cuz we were late. We freakin pushed through all the randoms on the street and got some police help. And got there just in time, when they were bringing his body in. Amazing.

The service was so beautiful and just AMAZING. Brooke Shields had me getting a little teary, Jermaine singing made me teary, Usher made me cry, Marlon made me cry, and Paris just made me straight up baaaaawl. It was so intense. AAAAAHHH, it was jsut crazy. After, we just went crazy buying shit on the street haha. I still can't even believe that we were there. A part of history. It's amazing that we were in the same room as Michael Jackson. Dead or Alive. And to be able to say we got to see Mariah Carey, Lionel Richie, Stevie Wonder, and Jermaine Jackson perform is incredible. And to say it all happened at the same time, surreal! Most amazing day of my life. 07/07/09
























<3333























:)

maybe i'm

a little bit in love with you. siiiiike!

I decided

Marissa on The OC is really pissing me off right now. Totally random how I got to this channel.

So I decided this is my favorite video. I think. He's so cuuuuute.





Love and miss you Mike. Stay strong Janet.
Like I know them haha

......

Haven't blogged in a while. But this calls for one. Getting a text that "michael jackson died. Oh wait, hes in the hospital" didn't send me into panic. Watching on the news that "Michael Jackson hospitalized" didnt even send me into panic. Cuz I knew he was a survivor. Everything he ever went through in life, he survived.

So when I finally heard he died, of course I was in utter shock. For the longest time it didn't hit me, but in the past few hours it has. It's so sad. Sad knowing that I'll never get to meet him, sad knowing I'll never get to see him perform, sad knowing I can't be one of those crazy fans screaming for him outside venues of fainting when he walked by. I always wanted to be one of those, cuz when I was younger I wanted to marry him. My brother would be MJ and I wanted to marry him haha. He was the reason I started to love dancing and feel in love with every guy who could dance.

Watching his music videos was hard all day. Couldnt get through one. But listening to his songs was good cuz it actually made me smile. I couldn't listen to anything else but him. When Drake came on I got pissed haha. I'm actually really happy for him. He doesn't have to suffer with all the bad news surrounding him. He can moon walk it up in Heaven. He is the greatest musician of all time and will always be. He influenced EVERY musician and EVERY dancer so he'll be missed for that, but also be deeply appreciated and honored. It's a shame he wasn't able to get through his last 50 shows and say a proper goodbye, but that just goes to show life is too short and things are so unexpected.

Without Michael Jackson, music wouldn't be what it is today. I can't believe how many times MJ's name came up this week, and suddenly he's gone. But, he's not gone. MJ will live forever in our hearts. EVERYONE'S hearts.

Finals

I'm not ready for this. Well I feel like I am in terms of studying Wednesday night, Thursday night, staying at school until 8:30 Friday night, Saturday morning 1:30-6 am, Saturday night 6- 2am, and tonight 11:30 til about 1:30. Buuut, "everything is not what it seems", therefore I'm gonna be effed. Times 2, since that's homw many finals I have tomorrow. and you get a cookie for guessing what the quote up there is from. It's from a song on a show. I only expect Rola to get it. Anyway, I need all the luck possible tomorrow. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through 4 and a half hours of tests tomorrow. We shall see. But I know I can do it. CUZ I'M SUPERIOR, DUH!

Today was an effed day in terms of somebody ruining what little confidence I had in myself. Gracias. But church was soooo good. And the guest was hot haha. Dirty, considering he was like 40. but, you know how I do.

Go Lakers, 2-0 baby!!!!!

Adieu

Hello June, Good Riddance May.
I feel the good vibes already!

I'm being super lazy at the moment, but hey what can I say. This weekend was not too good, and I barely got sleep. Just needa get through these next 4 days and I'll be home again. In 9 days, I will be officially done! yeeee. I have 2 finals back to back monday morning. I made a study schedule, so I better hop on that! Lakers Thursday

May

TOLD YOU ALL I HATE MAY. And I have a damn good reason. All the bad shit happening, one after another. Every 2-3 days, it's something else. FUCKING AYE! FUCK YOU MAY, and good thing you're about to be over.

But good job Lakers. The ONLY good thing this month!

Fucked Friday

Indeed it was. Got in a car accident. Fuckin bitch, I swear. If only, I didn't pee before I left the house, or if only I put chapstick on before I drove. Like I usually do. Seriously, that must be my good luck charm. Oh well, not much damage. Cracked and scratched bumper, the other lady's was dented. It was scary, and the whole world seemed to go silent. I'm never driving again! aha I wish, s'all good though.

Went anywhere and everywhere with Jaimee to find a tie for Emerald, shoes, and make up. So effed. And I hate Brea Mall now! Fuckin bitches! haha. Good dinner though, talking about Jon and Kate Plus 8 and what not. Tomorrow should be interesting for Jaimee! Going over to help her get ready.

And fuuuuhreeaaakkin Cavs. I wanna kill Lebron. I don't know why I don't like him, but I can't stand him! And hottie Dwight Howard needs to win this! But then again, if Orlando wins, it seems like it might be tougher for the Lakers. We shall seeee! I like how everyone's now catching onto my "Derek Fisher sucks". Told 'em. Sure he USED to be great, sure he was good a few months ago, but his performance lately is not on point. Phil needs to realize. He seriously needs to NOT play so much. Sit down more, retire, whatever. Let my man Farmar take over. And Shannon Brown

I love my Mom!
Just felt like saying that.

Aaaand I STILL love the Gosselins. Kate more than anything, cause she's some how getting through all of this, and I have so much faith in them. "They'll work it all out". mhmm

Have fun at prom tomorrow, kiddos!

today

was so weird waking up before 12. that never happens on Thursdays. I woke up at 7 cause my roommate's phone was ringing, I think! but as i was waking up, i felt something fall off of my face. So i was like damn that's a big booger. But I felt my nose and noticed it was my nose ring. So I searched my bed and I was still half asleep and pissed. I wanted to just put it down and wait til later, but it would have closed if I went back to sleep. So I washed the ring and my nose like no other and surprisngly, it was waaaaay easy to put in this time. The first time was hell, which is what caused this effing bump in the first place! but moving oooonn, did a psych experiment at 10. Just played on the computer and placed bets on card decks to guess the probability. finished in 45 minutes, went back to sleep. did another experiment at 3. a memory one. it was effed. i was falling asleep on the computer part, so I just pressed buttons. ooooh well. class at 4, I actually learned! for the first time. in 8 weeks. interesting.

We had a carnival at mesa! It was pretty cute. went with jasmine and all we did was get tattoos, cuz that line took an hour itself. ate some bbq. it was THE BEST food they've ever had. they needa do it more often. then watched some Lakers :( and So You Think You Can Dance. no comment on Lakers. luckily I won't see the guy at commons who always tries to tell us Lakers suck! bitch haha. Let's go Orlando tomorrow!

You're being the biggest user right now. Don't try to think you can act all cute and try to be my friend when you want to cuz it's convenient. You're not fooling anybody! well, maybe just yourself

oooh well weekend weekend weekend! On the real, Forever needs to hurry up and call me back! I NEED A JOB!

Weird Wednesdays

man I swear, every Wednesday, it's something different. it's actually pretty funny. effed up at the moment, but funny now. I would get called out twice. Once for being quiet, and once for being black! aha, bitch. And my lab would take 3 hours instead of 1 and a half. We had to repeat the first part 4 times cuz we're dumb. and just as the 24 minutes were about to be over, I would start talking and lose track of time, and make our data drop to zero. Magic beat Clevland which IS weird, but I want. keep it comin'. aaannnd we would have a lockdown! some fool "had a gun" whatever. People got zot alerts while we were in class and some fool raised his hand and said "i just got a text saying theres a gunman on campus. can we get out of here?" wtf is a LOCKDOWN yo. sit your ass down. stupid. thursday class doesn't count, friday doesn't count. tuesday I start at 3, soooo hello 5 and a half day weekend!

Jaimee

you don't even know what you've done to me. I CANT STOP LAUGHING!!!! ahahahhhahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahah what are you doing with your life? have fun saturday. while im at drake. NOT!

I

can not even believe Magic beat the Celtics! hahahahahahaha nice. Freakin amazing. and Lakers, really? they couldn't do that last game?! oh well, they won aaaaand that's all that matters! Poor Celtics, as much as I love em, good thing theyre out. JJ Redick! aaaahahaha. no one's gonna get that.

Well, nothing much to say folks, but I have a chem midterm in 7 hours and I'm not to ready. But I think I'll survive. 3 day weekend is definitely needed and hubby number 2 is needed even more on Saturday.

:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERRY PEDRO!


happy 17th boyfriend. the bestest boyfriend ever!!!!
why was your text to me cuter than the one i sent you?! don't try to out cute me!
i hope your birthday was the BEST cuz you're the best and I LOVE YOU!!

whatevaaaa

pretty chill weekend. friday, visited Ayala kiddies. They're so funny. Maybe I should do that more often. Picked up my mom from work, went all over the damn place. she bought me cute boots from marshalls! and some other shiet. she was gonna buy me Laker jersey cuz I said I had no Laker, but Chicks didn't have anymore. I didn't even know they were still open. But I opted for a Kobe shirt, which I should burnn right now. just kidding! he's my numero uno. then we gt home, watched the rest of the game. I wanted to go to Stater Bros. since there was nothing to drink since my bro and his friends murder everything, but my mom was going crazy on me and wouldn't let us go til the game ended.

Saturday, I realized I lost weight! not like you can tell or anything though. But this skirt that my mom had to zip up for me and I couldnt breathe in on Easter, went on effortlessly. had lunch with Julzy at our spot!!! my boo! just caught up and what not, then visited Jaimee for the latest adnkjkbakjh! gross. then just running errands with my mom and brother. We were finally done at 7 30, which meant it was almost JONAS time. So I just did some laundry and what not. For once, the weekend crew had nowhere to go so we all did our own thangs and watched JONAS separately. I made my brother and his friend watch it with me. I guess my brother liked it cuz later he wanted to watch episode one. So we watched it and I was just showing him all their youtube videos and what not. He's gay on the dl or somethang.

Sunday, mothers day. We got my mom a $100 gift certificate to a spa. And I signed her card "love Doreen, Demi, Kevin, Nick, and Joe". She wasn't feelin it haha. I worked at the church nursery. It was pretty whatevs. We would have gone out to lunch after, but 1, we were supposed to have company come over, and 1, Lakers, duh! But fuck, I coulda missed that one. I couldn't take it at one point so I had to take a nap. Then I open my eyes and they're down by 29. fml. Suuuuch a bad game, such bad decision making on Phil's part. He was being an asshole. He really shoulda started Farmar. Not cause hes my lover, but really. D Fish sucked balls! The Celtics/Orlando game was even more fucked. Big Baby made the shot at the buzzer, making them win by 1. Poor Orlando. Actually poor Dwight Howard cuz I don't really care about anyone else on the team. Basically, I guess I think I'm an NBA analyst or something. haha.

ONE MORE MONTH OF SCHOOL!

fix

"you better fix your attitude, cause your attitude affects your altitude."
-TTS

askejkuh

Jaimee, you better not got swine flu! since it at your school now!!

Talked to someone I haven't talked to in a while. Found out stuff I did NOT need to know. Actually, I knew already, but it was confirmed. Freakin barf in my mouth gross. This week I've been insanely tired. Don't know why, guess those 8 am classes are finally catching up. Missed 2 classes this week, cuz I just couldnt wake up! Oh well.

Randomest thing, but today I went shopping with my friend Tolu. A BLACK FRIEND. Cuz I GUESS, I can atleast have one. In the car on the way back, we were talking about rappers and stuff, and I of course had to bring Drake up. I was talking about how he's mine mine mine and how we're gonna get married, but he just doesn't know it yet. Right when I finished talking about him, Best I Ever Had came on!! I was like "omg, this is him, this is him, my booooooyfriend!" and turned it up all the way. I literally couldn't breathe, and got teary. Tolu was just looking at my like I was crazy, laughing and saying "aww, that's so cute". I can't believe it though. It's so crazy. When I first heard he was on the radio, I was like wtf ew why? But when I actually heard it I was so excited. And proud like I actually know him! I'm weird.

Anyway, after shopping, actually in the car, Pandy was texting me about the bulls/celtics game. so i ran into my hall to catch it. just in time to see the 2nd OT start. I cant believe these two teams. Their games are more exciting than the Lakers games. Even though I am a Celtics fan, they do not need to go any further in these playoffs. Actually, I've started to really hate them this year, since they're all cocky and shit, cuz they won last year. SO I'm over them, and KG's clearly the good one on the team. And that's why they haven't won this yet and always have close calls. I still love my Rondo though! Bulls just needs win, for the Lakers haha. Derrick Rose is amazing! All the teams I wanted to win their series, won. Does that make sense? whatevs. Everyone I wanted, except NOLA :( Poor CP. Why am I rambling about basketball? Maybe cuz according to tabs, nba.com is ninth most frequented site. With twitter being number one, then facebook which I dont even like anymore, then my 2 emails, oceanup, blogspot, myspace, and surfthechannel. haha interesting
I definitely don't feel like reading this over, so sorry for any mistakes!

"He kinda looks like Jamal. AND YOU CAN BE HIS LATIKA!"
-Jasmine

ugh

Lakers really just broke my heart right there. They were supposed to SWEEP! hello, Utah Jazz? You have to sweep. anyway, nothing much to really say here. Except I'm sick right now, thanks to allergies. I woke up with my throat sore as hell, my uvula elongated(haha look it up), my tonsils swollen, and i sound like a man. Even more than usual. This really sucks. I hate allergies! I already can't breathe on a regular day, then allergies have to be added? sheesh.

Math was so funny yesterday. We were telling our professor abour out TAs so we were talking about how one of them sucks cuz he's always late. Then some girl yells out "but he's so cute though" and my prof was like "yes he is very handsome but he should show up on time". Then as we were gonna start the lecture, my prof said "Oh, it's Earth day" and some guy yelled out "holiday! lets go!" and some other kid said "well turn off the projector then!" haha. My fave class!

Can't wait for tomorrow. It should be fun. I don't know bout Saturday though haha

Cutest reaction ever!

F me

eh, so I had my chem midterm yesterday morning, and my gosh, it was THEE HARDEST test I have EVER taken. It was nothing like the problems we did for homework, or on worksheets. It was like 10 times harder. Only 3 people actually finished and I was so pissed cuz all my studying I did since last Tuesday totally didn't come in handy! So there were 11 problems, no partial credit wtf. I did not feel good about walking away from that test. I knew I failed. Buuuut I didnt! Well technically, I did cuz I only got 41% but the curve was sooooo low, that I actually got a B-. So thank you God, for curves.

I really need to get a job so I can pay for all these things that I wanna do in summer.

Other than that, everything's whatevs as usual. Church on Sunday was really good. We talked about the F word. Forgiveness! We had to go up to these cement walls in the front and write our initials if we are willing to forgive someone, the initials of someone we wanted to forgive, or someone that we want to forgive us. I wanted to put my initials, partly cause I should forgive people, but I mostly wanted to put my name so people could forgive me for all the unnecessary asshole things that I've done. So forgive me! haha

"iiii felllll in loveeee wiit the pizzzza bbbbbboooooyyy cause jonas brothers are gaaaaayyy"
- Megan Pandy

maaaan,

I don't feel too good. But I HAVE to study. Midterms on Mondays should be illegal. At 8 am too? fuck me.


"Yea, nobody's perfect. Hannah Montana said it."
- Me (I got the look right after too)

Thursday

Man, I usually love Thursdays, But damn, biggest FML day ever. FMLs left and right. goodness gracious. it wasn't a horrible day, just such stupid, unnecessary things kept happening. it all started at 9:45 when i heard a knock on the door and "fire safety inspection". really? on my ONLY day to sleep in? this wasn't even supposed to be about me bitching cuz that's ugly and I don't wanna. but man, what a day. this one bitch is ruining my life, but i'm trying to not think about it. we'll see how it goes. I can only hold my tongue for so long. I think I'm just gonna start putting some quotes from my day on hear, cuz they're so damn funny. And I have nothing else to write about.


"I was just kidding. You're always cute"

"that slutty whore !"

"how are you and kobe ?"

hah

"don't be mad that u look like jennifer hudson!! at least u don't look like queen latifa from set it off"
- this is obvious


best thing i heard all day.

like

i said two days ago, "i have a really bad feeling. something's gonna happen." And it's happening. No, THEY'RE happening. Thankfully, not to me, but aaaaall around. But to everyone who's lives seem to keep taking turns for the worst, there's an answer.


FAITH! :)

okay

what a day. actually what a week. waking up for an 8 am class everday is not cool. that should be illegal in college. but uh, it was a good week until yesterday when i get a text saying "did you hear? theyre putting trixie to sleep today" from my brother. what the eff. i texted rola and pandy and told them, and rola texted me back during class. so i read it while we were working in groups and started getting all teary. so that sucks! and now blazer's so sad cuz they're bffs. suuuuch a bad day, but Jonas Brothers got me through it haha.

today, they I didn't have to go to 2 of my 6 classes so I have a long break. it was tight. I met this check to buy her math book from her then I came back and watched some tv. WHILE THEY TESTED THE FIRE ALARMS. TWICE!! luckily i wasn't asleep yet. so i napped, woke up, went to dinner, and went to lab at 6. ugh, such a drag but it's definitely better than 8 am lab.

This quarter, Jasmine and I are striving for straight A's and losing 10 pounds HAH!

sooooo not a good day. I only have two doggies now

:[!

it's so sad

knowing that in 48 hours i'll be back in Irvine :[ waaahhhh


somebody really needs to buy me life. what the eff am i doing? freaking television, Jonas Brothers, myspace, facebook, youtube, and NOW TWITTER. all these freakin distractions, which explain why i'm in the situation that i'm currently in. worst feeling in the world! i promise myself to never let that happen again.

i seriously need some moolah :[

this is like the most depressing post ever. sorry folks! you shouldn't have read it haha

Dear Jaimee

HB, I accept your apology. I can forgive you, but I won't forget it! biatch. Just Playin. You, little missy, just wait until next week. We will get you! Just take Joe, please. Cuz Nicky is mine. Forevs! And Kevy is Rola's for life. Sooo you got Joey. He's not so bad ya know, I would take him buuut, I got Nick. I can't wait until we put my plan into action because it will JoBro mania for hours and you will be sooo Jonafied! Whoo!

Mileyslut, Slutty Cyrus, Maniston, Beowulf! Freaking Perezy. Fool's such a hater. fmylife, is my life. Jasmine, Melissa, and I, that's all we would do in Bio. Which explains why we had to stay up til 6 to study! Gaaaah, see you tonight and let's jonas next week!

yay!

I'm supposed to be watching my dog because he thinks he can just jump over the fence and come and go to the neighbor's house as he pleases. So Right now, it's 10:49 and I'm sitting outside on my patio typing this. It's one of the gayest things I've ever done, but I actually really like it. So I guess I'll be doing this more. Too bad there are a bunch of opposums out here. I think someone's smoking hookah down the street.

So I'm officially done with my second quarter of college. I'm kinda worried about my chem grade, but we'll see. I raped my bio final today though. Surprising and not surprising. Not surprising because i studied soo much with Jasmine until 6 in the morning. But surprising because i don't know how the hell I was able to function. After sleeping at 6 and waking up at 9:40 for jo bro ticket purchase take 2. a bust! oh well, we're still going.

I realized I'm a sucker for all things cheesy. I live for those cheesy movies and homo moments when something cheesy as hell happens, you look at your friend, and can say "Ya I know, I love it too" or "that was so gay, let's watch it again". I don't know why, but the cheesy stuff melts my heart and gets me the most. And I came up with the homo-est of all homo ideas and Jaimee, we're doing it during Spring Break.

Taking the Stage tomorrow!

mmm

Mmmmm, I just failed my chem final. major. it was soooo hard. but 1 down, one to go. Bio should be easier. I get to go home in two days!!! and uh, Irvine sucks. Getting chem done makes me soooo excited, and I can't wait to be home for a week and a half. I can't wait. All I'm gonna do is eat, sleep, gym it everyday, and ewior24dfai28 with rola! jaimee should know what that is haha. i need therapy. Total FML today when I was trying to get JB tickets. I almost cried, but s'all good cuz we're still going and that's aaall that matters. We would have been in the 10th row in the floor section, but we had some issues AND my room woke up late so I had to drive her to class and she made it 3 minutes before her final haha. just kidding, it's not funny.

I HAVE NO WAY OF MAKING THIS INTERESTING! i have nothing interesting going on. except i almost got attacked by a raccoon on friday. and i love jonas brothers! and beyonce! and lakers! and eating and sleeping. aha okay i'm done. i need a life. adios

blah

i don't know why i write in here anymore. nobody reads it and there's nothing to say!


finals coming up. 6 days til im OUT!

Um yeah!!

eeeeeek. Jonas mother effing Brothers. <33333333 But first, Thursday. Thursday, went clubbing with Jaimee, Melissa, Rosette, Jasmine, Nikko, Rachel, Kirsten, Karla, Yasmin, and Josephine. Um, gogo dancer? No. Fun stuff for my first time. It was cool, but I'm not tryna hit that up every week. Once every two months is good haha. The best freakin part was Ray J of course. aaaaah, love him! Staked out my effing spot cause I HAD to be in the row to touch my man. Freakin raped that fool. I grabbed his hand, and touched his abs and leg. aha, what a freak.

And theeeeen. The highlight of my MONTH. I got back from school and went to get tickets for me, Joyce, and Rola. It was so freakin embarassing, cause everyone there was like 10 and here I am, looking 20 years old, walking around with 3D glasses in my hand! oh well, We got there, and it was honestly sooo fun. Of course everyone in the theatre was going crazy. All the tweens. And some of the workers ran in there and we were singing and cheering for our favorite brother(Nick) and it was some good fun. theeeen the movie started. From the first seem to the last, aaah, so great. Like, 3D? Who the eff thought of that. Freaking aye, they would like wink us at, and throw stuff for us to catch, so sick. Nick needed to look at the camera more, Kevin coulda toned it down, but he was still adorable, and Joe was perfect. But he's uggs, so it don't matter. Best moive of 09 right there, on the real. The only thing is that it was too freakin short. Or at least it felt that way. And they didn't even play shelf. or LOVEBUG. what thee? Oh well, it was amazing, on the real. After that, megawk!


AND THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE THIRTEEN AGAIN

Grammy's

Grammy's were bomby

loved JB and Stevie
and the Swagga-licious five
MIA is freaking crazy for being up there on her due date
and Robin Thike and Weezy <333
and Al Green was legit

I'm pretty much failing at life, but, what's new?
Midterm tomorrow =/

:) :(


all at the same time

I have nothing to write in here anymore. Except...
Mady Gosselin needs a psychologist.

Um

I honestly needa do something with my life. School's something, but really? no. I needa do something active. I really really wanna dance, but my chance passed. I need a job too! grrrr. i need money! so i can actually go shopping and not feel so guilty. Speaking of shopping, my wardrobe is in dire need of some help. I'm lazy to even put outfits together with what clothes I do have. And my face, sheeeeessh. Talk about needing help! I'm thinking of taking up photog, but theeeen, I need a camera. Who's gonna buy that. I should really work out. But I need a work out buddy. I think I might have a few though.
Sorry, I was just talking to myself

A little bit ago, I went to MCIA's VIBE preview night with some people. Prettay good. I wish I tried out! shit. Whatevs, they were good, and I saw my future husband there. We had eye contact and it was love. Sucha cutie. Okay, I'm just kidding. Man I'm weird, wtf. I really wanna go shopping! There's so much to do, so little time. Gaaaaah, I'mma pull my hair out. It's fake anyway. So so so much to do. i needa make a list.

This is the most pointless thing I have ever written.
VIBE sunday! It should be fun

thanks

I think I'm officially psycho or something. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's funny though. Thanks to everyone who made my birthday weekend fun! I'm finally 18! I got the Jon &Kate Plus 8 DVD! yaaaaay. and guitar hero world tour! even though i wanted rockband, but s'all good. Finally went shopping yesterday. Rola, Jaimee, and I bought a griiiip, and our parents are gonna kill us all! Thanks again, everyone!

I was supposed to go to the inauguration! :(

eh

Thank you everyone for ruining my life. and certain someones for... just being like that, shit! so messed. such a disaster. my freakin TA needs to tell us what the hell is going on. It is too damn hot for January 14th. My birthday week is supposed to be cold! MTV needs to stop playing "it's a new day" on every commercial break. San Antonio SPERMS, get out! Jon & Kate plus 8 schedule, what the? I need a pedicure instantly. I miss my doggies. I want to dance so bad. I hella need some new clothes. I need some snacks in my room. I need a job. Taylor Lautner's in. Hopefully VHudg is too. I need my rockband now! I love my writing class. and I love my hall!

I don't know what I'm talking about. "Maybe I'm just being a pansy." But, "everything is just so insignificant and just so..." You're a freak if you know what those are from.

new

i guess i can write in this for once. i don't really feel like it. all i gotta say is, 2008 was the best year ever. from my birthday, formal, asking gerry to sadies =/, SADIES!, seeing john legend at the grove, banquet HAHA!, prom, disneyland, graduation, grad nite, getting my license, <3, MEXICO!, beach, parties, college, seeing t pain and luda, twilight, winter break, robin thicke, getting my nose pierced, and more! gooooood year. i have my reservations about 09, but i honestly don't give a damn. just gotta go with the flow.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE 2008 AMAZING!
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