damn

Psych lecture is such a disaster. So we have midterm 1 three tuesdays ago. Then on that thursday, prof is sick, so lecture's cancelled. The next tuesday, we go to class and prof doesn't show up, so the TAs teach the class, what was left of the class, anyway. Everybody freakin walked out! That thursday, prof still doesnt show up and cancels class. This tuesday we have a sub, some other prof who was actually better! Then today, we're supposed to have a midterm on chaps 5 and 6. TAs pass the test out, but of course there aren't enough. My whole side didn't get tests. Prof doesnt show up until 15 minutes later, but he comes with more tests. So we all finally have tests and someone goes "this is on chapter 2!". So that causes a ruckus and everybody starts yelling at prof. He was like "there is some chapter 6 stuff in there" and everybodys "like wtf, no there isnt." So that goes on for about 5 more minutes and one of the TAs finally talked to him and told him that its not chapter 5 or 6. So the midterm is pushed back to tuesday :)

So jaimee came today. We went to the bren, bought tickets, then went to campus to meet steve. Fool wouldn't asnwer his phone so we started to eat without him. After, we're walking on campus and two black girls are walking by. One's on the phone, and the other smiles at me. Steve was like "is that your friend?" and i was like "all black people are friends." We all just smile and say hi to each other whenever we pass by, haha!

Change of costume! Since i didn't have time, I'm gonna be a referee instead haha.

I guess you wanna myspace fight me! jerk

Just for fun, I'm...
Yes on Prop 1A
Yes on Prop 2
Yes on Prop 3
No on Prop 4
Yes on Prop 5
Yes on Prop 6
No on Prop 7
No on Prop 8
Yes on Prop 9
No on Prop 10
Yes on Prop 11
No on Prop 12
aaaaaaand YES ON OBAMA! :)

Now, if only i could vote!

I'm so freakin nauseous!

try

Such a tiring day, but whatevs. tomorrow's gonna be anotha one. gaaaah.

Had presentations in bio discussion today, so we got out 6 minutes late. Just great cuz I already knew I was pushin it with a 4:30 forev interview. So we got out at 3:56. I walked like a mad woman back to my room. Good thing I had my skirt and shoes in the car. Planned that! And luckily I found some earrings in my car cuz my origs freakin broke! I got to forever at like 4:32 and the lady was like gimme 10 minutes please. Shit, got me rushin for nothing. Anyway, it was good, it went well. The only problem was blackout. From November 16 to sometime in January, you can't have more than the 2 orignals days off a week. And no weekends off, or something. So i was like what the fuuuuh. I told her my fam goes to norcal every Thanksgiving from Wed-Sun, so that's probably the only thing standing in my way. After that, I was driving back, making a right turn, and my windows were open. There were people on the street corners with signs yelling "Yes on 8". When I was right next to them, I yelled "NOOOO". And they looked at me in disbelief. And again, after I was leaving the bank, the same thing happened, except this time i yelled "NO on 8". They were so pissed :) Freaking Orange County repubs.

Lakers totally killed today! Craaaaazy. Luke's playing well, Ariza's bangin like no other. Bynum, holla. It's like a completely different team. An actual TEAM. It aint Kobe and friends, but the Lakers. I'm feelin it. <3333

Dominic Dimalanta, hopefully you're ok <33

Psychology midterm tomorrow again, eff me.

I'm trying. WE'RE trying.

soul

AAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. freakin lawlball. aaaaanyway,

We are all here for a reason on a particular path
You don't need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math
Cats think I'm delirious, but I'm so damn serious
That's why I expose my soul to the globe, the world
I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I'm not just another individual, my spirit is a part of this
That's why I get spiritual, but I get my hymns from Him
So it's not me, it's He that's lyrical
I'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven-sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes for your soul and your mental
That's why I'm instrumental
Vibrations is what I'm into
Yeah, I need my loot by rent day
But that is not what gives me the heart of Kunte Kinte
I'm tryina give us "us free" like Cinque
I can't stop, that's why I'm hot
Determination, dedication, motivation
I'm talking to you, my many inspirations
When I say I can't, let you or self down
If I were of the highest cliff, on the highest riff
And you slipped off the side and clinched on to your life in my grip
I would never, ever let you down
And when these words are found
Let it been known that God's penmanship has been signed with a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And why my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme
So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cuz whenever I open my heart, my soul, or my mouth
A touch of God reigns out

fight

Even thought this month is almost over, I just wanna put this out there real quick. Any little bit helps. This month, October, is National Domestic Violence Awareness Month. Domestic violence can be done by men or women, occurs with married couples or in informal relationships, heterosexual couples or gay couples. 960, 000 to 3 million women are physically abused each year. 1 in 3 women has experienced domestic violence. To help stop this, UNIFEM, the United Nations Development Fund for Women, needs 1 million signatures to encourage governments around the world to protect women. So please please please, ADD YOUR NAME!

http://www.saynotoviolence.org/

Today's Aubrey Graham's 22nd birthday :)

super

so this was in my Truth Box today

"yo. yur so hott"
freaking julz, haha!

Oh, I know what I'm gonna be for halloween. My options were... a superhero or Spinelli from Recess, but nobody would get that. Sooo, it's superhero! My first choice for my name was Gossip Girl, but thanks to Sean, I'm going with Super Bitch! hah, I'm cute, I know :), EW! Now my only problem is where to go :(

I'm tiiiired.

<333333

great

today was freakin bombskies! best day ever! everything happened just right. except for that one dumb thing i did ugh! but whatevs, i redeemed myself. hopefully. i don't know why these good things are happening, but i shouldn't question it. God's just paying me back for loving and believing in him :).

Good Things:
Didn't have chem tutoring this morning
Got to wake up at 11:45
Different prof in bio, so i can actually learn
Only had to do 2 hw questions instead of 4
Bio TA gave us hw and said we could leave 40 minutes early (class is only 50 minutes long)
Had a goooood workout, while watching jon and kate plus 8 :)
This one thing
Got a job interview at forever! for next wednesday

Tomorrow's my doggie blazer's birthday! 12 years :) and my cousin Christine, 13 years already, gaaah.

holla!

done

too too too much stuff going on this week. had a psych midterm on tuesday =/. that's all i have to say. had a bio midterm on friday :). that was a good one. hella studied for the bio one and i didn't even need to! it was pretty easy.

slept over at jaimee's on tuesday night. fool made me park across the street at the enterprise parking lot. i was like "uuhh, can you come get me? i'm scared". effing ghetto up in there. but i looooove it. i wish i lived there. at the end of the day, i love the ghetto more than the rich lifestyle. we watched making the band, DK's so doooone :(. ooooh well. slept over in melissa's dorm on wednesday cuz we were having a study sesh in jasmine's hall. til like 1:30. when i got back, my roommate was like "are you actually gonna sleep here tonight?" and i was like "you should be talking!" haha, she's cute.

eventually, i did some thinking and actually felt bad. so i did something good! i surprised many people, including myself. knowing my stubborn, hard headed self, that's a shocker! whatevs

music in motion, HAHAHA. that's all. i can't believe i actually went. but i thought it was fun. so did sean, who i hadn't seen since mexico, so that was tight. chilled with natnael, gene, brandon, and others until sean finished working in the concession stand, sucka!

date night was fun. miniature golf! eye infection after, not so fun. my eye was all swollen and red.

Lovebug video :) cuuuutesy!

eeek

ew, so jo bro tickets went on sale saturday, the 11th at 11 a.m. aaaand, they're already sold out. hah, nasty girls.

at this point, i'm kinda scared for my boys :/
good luck

real

people under the influence= ugly. i don't like that. most unattractive thing ever.

it's good to know you made it official.

wish we had that.

bad

Lakers, Lakers, Lakers, what theeeee. i could see it coming from the beginning. it wasn't real so they weren't taking it seriously. oooh well. bynum smashed. nba 2k9 came out yesterday! KG's on it! imma have to hit that up on the weekend! dang, i'm such a guy. whatevs

i guess my roommate doesnt think she lives here or something. girlfriend went to vegas two thursdays ago and came back the next monday. she goes out and monday i fall asleep and she isn't back. i wake up at three and she still isn't here. haha. today she goes to eat with friends and comes back at 10 30, leaves again at like 11 10. what the hell. and tomorrow she's leaving for MEXICO and coming back monday. giiirl's crazy. i was a mess today. forgot to print out a worksheet for bio discussion, so i was with my group doing work in the library and decided to print in out there. it took like 20 minutes to print cuz of some issues. we played games in class and my team suuuucked balls. oooh well, i found a cutie in there and i actually answered my questions right. i came back today and took a nap. and for some reason, i was just like lemme check the chem hw site. APPARENTLY, i had two assignments due last night, and not one. what the fuh. the second assignment was only two problems, and were freakin easy, compared to the first assignment, which took me three and a half hours! disastrous.

jaimee's coming over tomorrow. we're gonna dinner that shit up. and visit my maaaan. i saw jasmine for the first time in two weeks. so sick

can't wait!

still

i feel stupid. aaaanyway, the weekend was fun stuff. went to the homecoming game, no comment on that cuz i was gonna say some mad stalker stuff. band was pretty good, to me anyway. then pandy and i got to talking about fear and we how we looooved it so much. it was such a fun show. saw all the babies and got to talk to a lot of people this weekend. some people i could go without talking to. aaha.

today, which was technically yesterday, was mine and gerry's 23 months! lol so gay. i have like 7 boyfriends, 2 husbands, 3 girlfriends, and some lovers. now, only if it was actually like that in real life. sike.

they have this swap meet going on during the whole week. it's off they hook. they have tents for dresses, shirts, all clothes, t shirts, shoes, sunglasses, jewelery, you name it. melissa bought some shirts and we both got a pair of sunglasses. we met up with steve and ben for lunch, actually pretty tight. talked about how we don't like seeing people from school, cuz they're people we don't like. then we looked at some sunglasses for steve, but he ended up buying some fake reading glasses. actually i paid. fool was like "my girlfriend will pay for those" haha ew.

i miss Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill. it was only one week, haha.

Pre-season game later today
Lakers vs. Jazz
clearly, we got this!

debate

i guess break up season decided it would come with fall. who's next?

so today, the housing guy calls me and tells me that there's room in nasty middle earth. in a triple room. but i was like i'll take it! weird how number 88 on the list actually got a spot. now the catch, i have to give him the signed papers and a check for like 2000 something by tomorrow, which is now today. aaaah, im debating. so after chem, i go to the housing office to pick up the contract, but i was like where the hell is the housing office. like a true freshman, i walked around everywhere, back and forth. come to find out, i'm in the wrong building. nooow, i need to find somebody to take my spot in the apartment. :/ pretty much everyone has somehwere to live already. buuut good old craigslist is it.

the express interview was a bust. apparently you have to be 18 to work there. but the girl said she would call me once i'm eighteen. the other guy that was interviewing with me was a total bitch. he showed me up like no other. fool was all "i worked in a law firm" and "i love express, it's express, ALWAYS". only thing was, i described the difference between sales and customer service better! wassssuuuuup.

i think it's safe to say that i've changed in the 2 weeks of being in college. things i do, and how i go about them are different. my interests are expanding. but my personality isn't changing a bit. it's good to know you can go away somewhere, with completely different people, and stay the same. i'm so not feelin college though. waaaay too hard. too much reading, no motivation."even though this basically maps out the rest of our lives, im DGAF all day everyday". correct, jaimee. eff this. got out of psych 30 minutes early, which is a lot considering its and 80 minute class! prof was like who wants to end class early and watch the vp debates and errbody raised their hands. now, of course only like 20% of those people actually watched it. i did :) biden fucked up. fool was republican half the time, and palin kicked his ass. if mccain wins, we know it was due to her, ew.

laker tickets go on sale saturday morning at 10 am :) yeeeee. hopefuuuully, that can happen. of course i would love to go to Lakers vs. Boston, but no. it's on Christmas. at 2 pm. who does that. those are my two faves! KB and KG, hollllla. anyway, we'll see what happens

id card id card id card

young MONEY

i lost my i.d. card :/ 20 bucks to replace that thing! hopefully i can find it, cuuuuz i'm not about to pay that much. and i need it next wednesday cuz i have a bio test. daaaamn. on a more positive note, i have an express interview tomorrow. yaaaay. but seriously the only thing that's bugging me is my i.d. card.

i miss people. and i haven't seen jasmine in a week :(

Rola gave me some interesting news today! freakin hilarious, who knew.

I wish I could vote :( it sucks to be young, it sucks to be a year younger. if i was in the right grade, this could be different, that could be different, blah blah, but He wanted it to be this way. and that's all that matters.

chill

i'm thinking of making this public, but i'm not sure about that yet. so at this moment, i'm extremely sleepy. i do NOT like tuesdays. class from 12:30-1:50, 3:00-3:50, and 5-6:20. sooo long. luckily the second one got out suuuupa early. so i could come back to eat. i planned to take a nap after, but too many things to do. i had to finish my resume, shower, eat, read for bio, do bio discussion hw, and do chem hw. that took probably like an hour and a half. you have to get 80 percent right in order to get the full points. so of course i had to do it over like 5 times! and this one problem made no sense at all! i was asking people, but they didn't know either. i've been asking people for help on my hw, for both chem and bio, which is funny, but i dont really care. so thanks jaimee, maggie, and nick. as of now, i have nothing left to do, but i'm just waiting for my roomie to fall asleep, so i won't be too loud in the room, cause she has to wake up early. so i'm watching the 50 cutest child stars on E! right now. and she has a kidney infection :/. hope that shit gets better.

the thing i hate about college is that you don't HAVE to do stuff. so of course there's no motivation. eehhhh

i'm being a total bitch, but it's in order.

The Hills was shady last night.
One Tree Hill was crazy to the maaaax.
Bye Kim Kardashian. I love her, but she sucked.

upcomings:
get money order for rent
turn in job apps
express interview?
CADC workshops
CADC auditions
hw hw hw hw