Monday, June 29, 2009

I decided

Marissa on The OC is really pissing me off right now. Totally random how I got to this channel.

So I decided this is my favorite video. I think. He's so cuuuuute.





Love and miss you Mike. Stay strong Janet.
Like I know them haha

Thursday, June 25, 2009

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Haven't blogged in a while. But this calls for one. Getting a text that "michael jackson died. Oh wait, hes in the hospital" didn't send me into panic. Watching on the news that "Michael Jackson hospitalized" didnt even send me into panic. Cuz I knew he was a survivor. Everything he ever went through in life, he survived.

So when I finally heard he died, of course I was in utter shock. For the longest time it didn't hit me, but in the past few hours it has. It's so sad. Sad knowing that I'll never get to meet him, sad knowing I'll never get to see him perform, sad knowing I can't be one of those crazy fans screaming for him outside venues of fainting when he walked by. I always wanted to be one of those, cuz when I was younger I wanted to marry him. My brother would be MJ and I wanted to marry him haha. He was the reason I started to love dancing and feel in love with every guy who could dance.

Watching his music videos was hard all day. Couldnt get through one. But listening to his songs was good cuz it actually made me smile. I couldn't listen to anything else but him. When Drake came on I got pissed haha. I'm actually really happy for him. He doesn't have to suffer with all the bad news surrounding him. He can moon walk it up in Heaven. He is the greatest musician of all time and will always be. He influenced EVERY musician and EVERY dancer so he'll be missed for that, but also be deeply appreciated and honored. It's a shame he wasn't able to get through his last 50 shows and say a proper goodbye, but that just goes to show life is too short and things are so unexpected.

Without Michael Jackson, music wouldn't be what it is today. I can't believe how many times MJ's name came up this week, and suddenly he's gone. But, he's not gone. MJ will live forever in our hearts. EVERYONE'S hearts.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Finals

I'm not ready for this. Well I feel like I am in terms of studying Wednesday night, Thursday night, staying at school until 8:30 Friday night, Saturday morning 1:30-6 am, Saturday night 6- 2am, and tonight 11:30 til about 1:30. Buuut, "everything is not what it seems", therefore I'm gonna be effed. Times 2, since that's homw many finals I have tomorrow. and you get a cookie for guessing what the quote up there is from. It's from a song on a show. I only expect Rola to get it. Anyway, I need all the luck possible tomorrow. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through 4 and a half hours of tests tomorrow. We shall see. But I know I can do it. CUZ I'M SUPERIOR, DUH!

Today was an effed day in terms of somebody ruining what little confidence I had in myself. Gracias. But church was soooo good. And the guest was hot haha. Dirty, considering he was like 40. but, you know how I do.

Go Lakers, 2-0 baby!!!!!

Monday, June 1, 2009

Adieu

Hello June, Good Riddance May.
I feel the good vibes already!

I'm being super lazy at the moment, but hey what can I say. This weekend was not too good, and I barely got sleep. Just needa get through these next 4 days and I'll be home again. In 9 days, I will be officially done! yeeee. I have 2 finals back to back monday morning. I made a study schedule, so I better hop on that! Lakers Thursday