Tuesday, August 11, 2009

JB!






















best show ever!
JB, I miss you. Come back to LA

Saturday, July 25, 2009

oh

haven't blogged in a while, nothing to talk about. Irvine's basically my life. Julianne's basically my life. Jaimee's basically my life, but she decided to go across the country foreeeeevaaa. Nothing goes on. Except nightly video chats with aernalkj and nightly talks with ajfbaklerb and Julianne and I talking each other to sleep about animals or working out nightly. We work out 4 times a week. Some two a days. This better pay off! Demi was cute. blah blah blah, July 31st, August 1st, August 9th, August 12th, August 29th, August 30th, August 31st, September 21st, October 31st, November 26th, December 25th, December 31st COME FASTER!

I'M CHANGING.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

best day

yesterday was defnitely the best day of my entire life. Who would have thought that two random girls, Jaimee and Doreen would get to be at Michael Jackson's memorial service? MICHAEL JACKSON! It's unbelievable still. We met this girl at the gas station after and she said "it all fells so unreal. I feel like we were just being extras on like a TV show or something" forsure. It was insane.

As soon as we woke up, we couldn't believe what we were actually getting ready for. We felt like everything was so fake. be we realized God really wanted us to be there. For some shady stuff to occur and for us to still win, crazy! We were shaking and sweating the whole time on the way there. "I'm not sure it was a good idea for me to drive". Seriously. We got to LA in no time, surprisingly. There was traffic in LA though. It was fun traffic at first, we bought some shirts while stuck in it, but after a while, not cool! We realized they said they would close the doors at 9:45 and it was like 9:35 and we had no clue where we were. Cuz of the road closures, we got effing lost! We didn't realize we had brains we could freakin use! We finally realized the Staples Center address was on the paper, and that 1111 would be on 11th street! So we parked, thought my car would get jacked, but whatevs cuz we were late. We freakin pushed through all the randoms on the street and got some police help. And got there just in time, when they were bringing his body in. Amazing.

The service was so beautiful and just AMAZING. Brooke Shields had me getting a little teary, Jermaine singing made me teary, Usher made me cry, Marlon made me cry, and Paris just made me straight up baaaaawl. It was so intense. AAAAAHHH, it was jsut crazy. After, we just went crazy buying shit on the street haha. I still can't even believe that we were there. A part of history. It's amazing that we were in the same room as Michael Jackson. Dead or Alive. And to be able to say we got to see Mariah Carey, Lionel Richie, Stevie Wonder, and Jermaine Jackson perform is incredible. And to say it all happened at the same time, surreal! Most amazing day of my life. 07/07/09
























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Friday, July 3, 2009

maybe i'm

a little bit in love with you. siiiiike!

Monday, June 29, 2009

I decided

Marissa on The OC is really pissing me off right now. Totally random how I got to this channel.

So I decided this is my favorite video. I think. He's so cuuuuute.





Love and miss you Mike. Stay strong Janet.
Like I know them haha

Thursday, June 25, 2009

......

Haven't blogged in a while. But this calls for one. Getting a text that "michael jackson died. Oh wait, hes in the hospital" didn't send me into panic. Watching on the news that "Michael Jackson hospitalized" didnt even send me into panic. Cuz I knew he was a survivor. Everything he ever went through in life, he survived.

So when I finally heard he died, of course I was in utter shock. For the longest time it didn't hit me, but in the past few hours it has. It's so sad. Sad knowing that I'll never get to meet him, sad knowing I'll never get to see him perform, sad knowing I can't be one of those crazy fans screaming for him outside venues of fainting when he walked by. I always wanted to be one of those, cuz when I was younger I wanted to marry him. My brother would be MJ and I wanted to marry him haha. He was the reason I started to love dancing and feel in love with every guy who could dance.

Watching his music videos was hard all day. Couldnt get through one. But listening to his songs was good cuz it actually made me smile. I couldn't listen to anything else but him. When Drake came on I got pissed haha. I'm actually really happy for him. He doesn't have to suffer with all the bad news surrounding him. He can moon walk it up in Heaven. He is the greatest musician of all time and will always be. He influenced EVERY musician and EVERY dancer so he'll be missed for that, but also be deeply appreciated and honored. It's a shame he wasn't able to get through his last 50 shows and say a proper goodbye, but that just goes to show life is too short and things are so unexpected.

Without Michael Jackson, music wouldn't be what it is today. I can't believe how many times MJ's name came up this week, and suddenly he's gone. But, he's not gone. MJ will live forever in our hearts. EVERYONE'S hearts.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Finals

I'm not ready for this. Well I feel like I am in terms of studying Wednesday night, Thursday night, staying at school until 8:30 Friday night, Saturday morning 1:30-6 am, Saturday night 6- 2am, and tonight 11:30 til about 1:30. Buuut, "everything is not what it seems", therefore I'm gonna be effed. Times 2, since that's homw many finals I have tomorrow. and you get a cookie for guessing what the quote up there is from. It's from a song on a show. I only expect Rola to get it. Anyway, I need all the luck possible tomorrow. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through 4 and a half hours of tests tomorrow. We shall see. But I know I can do it. CUZ I'M SUPERIOR, DUH!

Today was an effed day in terms of somebody ruining what little confidence I had in myself. Gracias. But church was soooo good. And the guest was hot haha. Dirty, considering he was like 40. but, you know how I do.

Go Lakers, 2-0 baby!!!!!