I decided

Marissa on The OC is really pissing me off right now. Totally random how I got to this channel.

So I decided this is my favorite video. I think. He's so cuuuuute.





Love and miss you Mike. Stay strong Janet.
Like I know them haha

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Haven't blogged in a while. But this calls for one. Getting a text that "michael jackson died. Oh wait, hes in the hospital" didn't send me into panic. Watching on the news that "Michael Jackson hospitalized" didnt even send me into panic. Cuz I knew he was a survivor. Everything he ever went through in life, he survived.

So when I finally heard he died, of course I was in utter shock. For the longest time it didn't hit me, but in the past few hours it has. It's so sad. Sad knowing that I'll never get to meet him, sad knowing I'll never get to see him perform, sad knowing I can't be one of those crazy fans screaming for him outside venues of fainting when he walked by. I always wanted to be one of those, cuz when I was younger I wanted to marry him. My brother would be MJ and I wanted to marry him haha. He was the reason I started to love dancing and feel in love with every guy who could dance.

Watching his music videos was hard all day. Couldnt get through one. But listening to his songs was good cuz it actually made me smile. I couldn't listen to anything else but him. When Drake came on I got pissed haha. I'm actually really happy for him. He doesn't have to suffer with all the bad news surrounding him. He can moon walk it up in Heaven. He is the greatest musician of all time and will always be. He influenced EVERY musician and EVERY dancer so he'll be missed for that, but also be deeply appreciated and honored. It's a shame he wasn't able to get through his last 50 shows and say a proper goodbye, but that just goes to show life is too short and things are so unexpected.

Without Michael Jackson, music wouldn't be what it is today. I can't believe how many times MJ's name came up this week, and suddenly he's gone. But, he's not gone. MJ will live forever in our hearts. EVERYONE'S hearts.

Finals

I'm not ready for this. Well I feel like I am in terms of studying Wednesday night, Thursday night, staying at school until 8:30 Friday night, Saturday morning 1:30-6 am, Saturday night 6- 2am, and tonight 11:30 til about 1:30. Buuut, "everything is not what it seems", therefore I'm gonna be effed. Times 2, since that's homw many finals I have tomorrow. and you get a cookie for guessing what the quote up there is from. It's from a song on a show. I only expect Rola to get it. Anyway, I need all the luck possible tomorrow. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through 4 and a half hours of tests tomorrow. We shall see. But I know I can do it. CUZ I'M SUPERIOR, DUH!

Today was an effed day in terms of somebody ruining what little confidence I had in myself. Gracias. But church was soooo good. And the guest was hot haha. Dirty, considering he was like 40. but, you know how I do.

Go Lakers, 2-0 baby!!!!!

Adieu

Hello June, Good Riddance May.
I feel the good vibes already!

I'm being super lazy at the moment, but hey what can I say. This weekend was not too good, and I barely got sleep. Just needa get through these next 4 days and I'll be home again. In 9 days, I will be officially done! yeeee. I have 2 finals back to back monday morning. I made a study schedule, so I better hop on that! Lakers Thursday

May

TOLD YOU ALL I HATE MAY. And I have a damn good reason. All the bad shit happening, one after another. Every 2-3 days, it's something else. FUCKING AYE! FUCK YOU MAY, and good thing you're about to be over.

But good job Lakers. The ONLY good thing this month!

Fucked Friday

Indeed it was. Got in a car accident. Fuckin bitch, I swear. If only, I didn't pee before I left the house, or if only I put chapstick on before I drove. Like I usually do. Seriously, that must be my good luck charm. Oh well, not much damage. Cracked and scratched bumper, the other lady's was dented. It was scary, and the whole world seemed to go silent. I'm never driving again! aha I wish, s'all good though.

Went anywhere and everywhere with Jaimee to find a tie for Emerald, shoes, and make up. So effed. And I hate Brea Mall now! Fuckin bitches! haha. Good dinner though, talking about Jon and Kate Plus 8 and what not. Tomorrow should be interesting for Jaimee! Going over to help her get ready.

And fuuuuhreeaaakkin Cavs. I wanna kill Lebron. I don't know why I don't like him, but I can't stand him! And hottie Dwight Howard needs to win this! But then again, if Orlando wins, it seems like it might be tougher for the Lakers. We shall seeee! I like how everyone's now catching onto my "Derek Fisher sucks". Told 'em. Sure he USED to be great, sure he was good a few months ago, but his performance lately is not on point. Phil needs to realize. He seriously needs to NOT play so much. Sit down more, retire, whatever. Let my man Farmar take over. And Shannon Brown

I love my Mom!
Just felt like saying that.

Aaaand I STILL love the Gosselins. Kate more than anything, cause she's some how getting through all of this, and I have so much faith in them. "They'll work it all out". mhmm

Have fun at prom tomorrow, kiddos!

today

was so weird waking up before 12. that never happens on Thursdays. I woke up at 7 cause my roommate's phone was ringing, I think! but as i was waking up, i felt something fall off of my face. So i was like damn that's a big booger. But I felt my nose and noticed it was my nose ring. So I searched my bed and I was still half asleep and pissed. I wanted to just put it down and wait til later, but it would have closed if I went back to sleep. So I washed the ring and my nose like no other and surprisngly, it was waaaaay easy to put in this time. The first time was hell, which is what caused this effing bump in the first place! but moving oooonn, did a psych experiment at 10. Just played on the computer and placed bets on card decks to guess the probability. finished in 45 minutes, went back to sleep. did another experiment at 3. a memory one. it was effed. i was falling asleep on the computer part, so I just pressed buttons. ooooh well. class at 4, I actually learned! for the first time. in 8 weeks. interesting.

We had a carnival at mesa! It was pretty cute. went with jasmine and all we did was get tattoos, cuz that line took an hour itself. ate some bbq. it was THE BEST food they've ever had. they needa do it more often. then watched some Lakers :( and So You Think You Can Dance. no comment on Lakers. luckily I won't see the guy at commons who always tries to tell us Lakers suck! bitch haha. Let's go Orlando tomorrow!

You're being the biggest user right now. Don't try to think you can act all cute and try to be my friend when you want to cuz it's convenient. You're not fooling anybody! well, maybe just yourself

oooh well weekend weekend weekend! On the real, Forever needs to hurry up and call me back! I NEED A JOB!