Um yeah!!

eeeeeek. Jonas mother effing Brothers. <33333333 But first, Thursday. Thursday, went clubbing with Jaimee, Melissa, Rosette, Jasmine, Nikko, Rachel, Kirsten, Karla, Yasmin, and Josephine. Um, gogo dancer? No. Fun stuff for my first time. It was cool, but I'm not tryna hit that up every week. Once every two months is good haha. The best freakin part was Ray J of course. aaaaah, love him! Staked out my effing spot cause I HAD to be in the row to touch my man. Freakin raped that fool. I grabbed his hand, and touched his abs and leg. aha, what a freak.

And theeeeen. The highlight of my MONTH. I got back from school and went to get tickets for me, Joyce, and Rola. It was so freakin embarassing, cause everyone there was like 10 and here I am, looking 20 years old, walking around with 3D glasses in my hand! oh well, We got there, and it was honestly sooo fun. Of course everyone in the theatre was going crazy. All the tweens. And some of the workers ran in there and we were singing and cheering for our favorite brother(Nick) and it was some good fun. theeeen the movie started. From the first seem to the last, aaah, so great. Like, 3D? Who the eff thought of that. Freaking aye, they would like wink us at, and throw stuff for us to catch, so sick. Nick needed to look at the camera more, Kevin coulda toned it down, but he was still adorable, and Joe was perfect. But he's uggs, so it don't matter. Best moive of 09 right there, on the real. The only thing is that it was too freakin short. Or at least it felt that way. And they didn't even play shelf. or LOVEBUG. what thee? Oh well, it was amazing, on the real. After that, megawk!


AND THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE THIRTEEN AGAIN

Grammy's

Grammy's were bomby

loved JB and Stevie
and the Swagga-licious five
MIA is freaking crazy for being up there on her due date
and Robin Thike and Weezy <333
and Al Green was legit

I'm pretty much failing at life, but, what's new?
Midterm tomorrow =/

:) :(


all at the same time

I have nothing to write in here anymore. Except...
Mady Gosselin needs a psychologist.

Um

I honestly needa do something with my life. School's something, but really? no. I needa do something active. I really really wanna dance, but my chance passed. I need a job too! grrrr. i need money! so i can actually go shopping and not feel so guilty. Speaking of shopping, my wardrobe is in dire need of some help. I'm lazy to even put outfits together with what clothes I do have. And my face, sheeeeessh. Talk about needing help! I'm thinking of taking up photog, but theeeen, I need a camera. Who's gonna buy that. I should really work out. But I need a work out buddy. I think I might have a few though.
Sorry, I was just talking to myself

A little bit ago, I went to MCIA's VIBE preview night with some people. Prettay good. I wish I tried out! shit. Whatevs, they were good, and I saw my future husband there. We had eye contact and it was love. Sucha cutie. Okay, I'm just kidding. Man I'm weird, wtf. I really wanna go shopping! There's so much to do, so little time. Gaaaaah, I'mma pull my hair out. It's fake anyway. So so so much to do. i needa make a list.

This is the most pointless thing I have ever written.
VIBE sunday! It should be fun

thanks

I think I'm officially psycho or something. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's funny though. Thanks to everyone who made my birthday weekend fun! I'm finally 18! I got the Jon &Kate Plus 8 DVD! yaaaaay. and guitar hero world tour! even though i wanted rockband, but s'all good. Finally went shopping yesterday. Rola, Jaimee, and I bought a griiiip, and our parents are gonna kill us all! Thanks again, everyone!

I was supposed to go to the inauguration! :(

eh

Thank you everyone for ruining my life. and certain someones for... just being like that, shit! so messed. such a disaster. my freakin TA needs to tell us what the hell is going on. It is too damn hot for January 14th. My birthday week is supposed to be cold! MTV needs to stop playing "it's a new day" on every commercial break. San Antonio SPERMS, get out! Jon & Kate plus 8 schedule, what the? I need a pedicure instantly. I miss my doggies. I want to dance so bad. I hella need some new clothes. I need some snacks in my room. I need a job. Taylor Lautner's in. Hopefully VHudg is too. I need my rockband now! I love my writing class. and I love my hall!

I don't know what I'm talking about. "Maybe I'm just being a pansy." But, "everything is just so insignificant and just so..." You're a freak if you know what those are from.

new

i guess i can write in this for once. i don't really feel like it. all i gotta say is, 2008 was the best year ever. from my birthday, formal, asking gerry to sadies =/, SADIES!, seeing john legend at the grove, banquet HAHA!, prom, disneyland, graduation, grad nite, getting my license, <3, MEXICO!, beach, parties, college, seeing t pain and luda, twilight, winter break, robin thicke, getting my nose pierced, and more! gooooood year. i have my reservations about 09, but i honestly don't give a damn. just gotta go with the flow.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE 2008 AMAZING!
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