Thoughts

Earlier today I was listening to a girl and her friend talk about how they both just lost family members to cancer. Then I thought about how I've never had to go through that, how nobody close to me has ever had cancer, nor have I lost anybody close to me. You can only have so much good, before the bad comes, and I'm bracing myself for it. It'll be ok.

I then started to think about just how great my life is. I have a family and friends that love me, a house to live in, a bed to sleep on, food to eat, clothes to wear, and a school to go to. What more do I need? Absolutely nothing. And I know that. At least three times a week I just go through all of these things in my head and I'm so thankful for everything I have.

But I don't see why some people can't see this. As much as I've always been there to lend an ear to people and always will be, I don't know what goes through people's heads. When people are complaining about the stupidest things, I just wanna scream "what does it even matter? you already have everything you need". It just becomes too much. People really need to realize what they have and not worry so much about the petty things. Everything happens for a reason, and eventually that reason just might be for people to realize this.

Completely and absolutely blessed.



And that, I am.

Everyone was ah-NNOYing today. and I mean everyone. So ridiculous. "What do I do with..." "Can you help me with..." Shit, well can I help myself for a second. Geeeezus. But that's what I get for being so nice. Right?

House Full of Toys Saturday!

2 more days left of this quarter and it's finally done. Can't wait. I want nothing more than to be at home at all day, in the rain, and watch movies. and Lakers of course. Just gotta get through these last three finals. Don't know how I even have time to be typing this. two finals tomorrow, 1 in about 8 hours and 17 mins, and the other in 14 hours and 47 mins. I haven't even begun studying for the later. OH WELL!I'm not worried about any of the finals left, but I just want it to be over. Then I only have one thing to worry about, which my mom wants to kill me for. oh well!!

These past two days have veeeeeeeerrrry interesting. Never have I had so many bombs dropped on me in two days. Kinda funny.

20 more days til Christmas!!!!!

and

Chloe Rose Guevarra, I can not see your blog :(

this womps.

Hope it doesn't have to come to this. It hurts.

In other aspects, I'm completely happy. :)

halloweeeeeen :)

This weekend was soooo fun. Everything about it. Nothing better than positive vibes all around with fun people. A lot of ish happened on the way to sb, definitely made me think it would be a horrible day, but thank goodness it wasn't. Costumes took forever to put together, but we got it done. And they were tight. Walked the streets of sb, came across haters, lovers, crazies, and every single thing in between. Beta house was chill. Ended the night with hours upon hours of espn news. And there's nothing better. Thanks to Julz, Breyana, Amanda, Danny, Paul, and Oscar! <3333